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I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart. And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you. But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down. Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive. We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.

PRIDE
A DEFINITION

These are definitions of "proud" that we will use for this study.
proudshowing one's self above others, overtopping, conspicuous above others, pre-eminent with an overweening estimate of one's means or merits, despising others or even treating them with contempt, haughty The KJV New Testament Greek Lexicon
PROUD, a.

1. Having inordinate self-esteem; possessing a high or unreasonable conceit of one's own excellence, either of body or mind. A man may be proud of his person, of his talents, of his accomplishments or of his achievements. He may be proud of any thing to which he bears some relation. He may be proud of his country, his government, his equipage, or of whatever may, by association, gratify his esteem of himself. He may even be proud of his religion or of his church. He conceives that any thing excellent or valuable, in which he has a share, or to which he stands related, contributes to his own importance, and this conception exalts his opinion of himself. Proud is followed by of, before the object, supra.
2. Arrogant; haughty; supercilious.

There is also good pride when we have done our best and do not look down on other people, even if we know we are doing better than they are.
pride noun (plural prides)
2. proper sense of own value: the correct level of respect for the importance and value of your personal character, life, efforts, or achievements• He had lost all his confidence and pride.


Main Entry: pride
Pronunciation: 'prId
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English pryde, from prud proud -- more at PROUD
1 : the quality or state of being proud: as a : inordinate self-esteem : CONCEIT b : a reasonable or justifiable self-respect c : delight or elation arising from some act, possession, or relationship
2 : proud or disdainful behavior or treatment : DISDAIN
3 a : ostentatious display b : highest pitch : PRIME
4 : a source of pride : the best in a group or class
5 : a company of lions6 : a showy or impressive group

life juz doen't go well for me... It suxz.

she plans to hand in a letter on friday... excuse letter for NPCC training. she was sick. phyically.having a serious headache, swollen eyes, blocked nose, sore throat and developed rashes. mentally. tortured. ripped off her little confidence that was left in her when she lead the sec 3. she dragged her sicked shell to training on wednesday, onli to be scolded till she cried. none was left. all empty. she's empty inside. she had no more confidence, no more pride, no more passion, no more love. juz hatred. she hates NPCC now. a sudden change of an enthu NPCC girl to a girl that is anti NP. no more passion. onli tiredness. veri tired. she juz feel like giving up. she doesn't noe how to face the unit anymore. when she sees NP, she feels like a crippled. someone unable to lead the unit. maybe she should step down. maybe she juz don't have the kind of leadership and capability at all. she juz sux. she do. she's dry and empty... a new leader should be chosen. maybe she's not fit to be the leading one.

-the highest is actually the lowest, don't think u're a head NCO u can be proud and abuse ur authority.
*did i?
-i'm going to tear all your stupid pride down.
*u did it. i lose my pride as a NCO, a NP cadet, a student, a person. i lose all my pride. none was left.


'~'empty shell'~'