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I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart. And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you. But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down. Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive. We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.

I'm so sick and tired of my PW group.


I feel like as if my group consist of me and ONLY ME. in every discussion, i dunno if they are mute or something, but they do not contribute ideas. They just sit there. Only me and the other girl would be speaking AND THINKING .. even if they did say something, its irrelevant. It's also very difficult to get full strength for the discussions. So what happens in the end??? Solo work..


Last Wednesday, we had to hand in the first draft for our written report. Guess when we started doing it?? The day before. It's not as if the teacher only gave us one day to do the WR. She gave us a full month- June Holidays. But i dunno why we did not have the time to do the WR. Maybe because the 2nd week we had to go for LEP camp. Perhaps because one has to go back to China for 10 days. The other have to go to a week of camp in the 4th week? To play computer games? Or is it the fact that the group is not COOPERATIVE and LAZY??


So anyway, we started doing the WR on tuesday. we splitted up the work and i was to do the WR's conclusion and editting of the WR because "佩欣， 你的英文最好." it was also agreed that they would sent the WR parts to me by 7.30pm. As expected, the parts came in late and i was only allowed to start doing my conclusion by 10pm.


And so i started doing. My anger build up as i read the parts. I dunno what nonsense they sent me.. Read this:

"Our target audience is child, because this group of people are more easily get hurt by electricity. "

"Hence, we turned to another welcomed way, drama performance. Our group members write an play. In the show, some pupils act the generation of electricity, some act the environmental items like river, trees, littler birds and flowers. The focus of the drama is the relationship between electricity and environment. "

"Thirdly, our target audience will be impression about what we showed, this will better than show case through a documentary or advertising, people will forget what they seen or heart easily, because we always feel easily to remember what we did by ourselves, such as go to visit a exhibition."

am i a rubbish bin?? or am i a wonderwomen? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND SUCH CONTENT AND TO EDIT IT?? also, one of them did not paraphrase the content extracted from the research details. Reason??
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(Green being me and brown being my PW group member)

okay, you go check
em.. muz elaborate more
as in.. the 1st paragraph is all on facts.
muz have genelisation of ideas
cause the safe use thing dun have substantiation of idea.. also dun have much elaboration

i get substantiation i think
more elaboration.. cause when i read is like dun have alot of elaboration. it has quite a number of facts but u didn't realli state how it is linked to the secondary objective
oh ic
i'll edit a bit more
em..
i think i cant write the circuit one, because my must be less than the primary idea
did u rephrase the pollution one?? as in in ur own words?

no , just copy
...
CANNOT JUZ COPY
MUZ paraphrase
it's first draft, not so necessary. and really get no time
.. 1st draft also muz paraphrase
as long as it is WR
muz paraphrase
we can let teacher check first , point out problems other than this, then chenge
cannot
why
teacher already say muz paraphrase
but there is no time
its suppose to be done during the holidays
we cannot sae no time
you are right, but it's not the main part we should improve our wp, let ms lim check first will be better
but we muz paraphrase
it is onew of the criteria for the WR
WR is not copy and paste work
i will paraphrase, for 1st draft cant do perfectly
next time okay?
i'll do more on evaluation
nvm if its not perfect.. but muz at least paraphrase some.. cannot copy and paste directly...
ya.. evaluation too little
try best
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Just see the extracts above.. is there really effort?? What i could see from the WR that they sent me was COPY AND PASTE and no paraphrasing. My other group mate and i had already given the easiest job to them. What more do they want?? i had to do so much editing in the end only got to sleep at 3am in the morning. Juz what is this? Do you all really treat me as a PW ROBOT? Is it really fair to me??



佩欣， 帮我想一下这个要怎么做？
( peisin, help me to think of ideas on how to do this)

佩欣， 这我不会做， 你就帮忙我拿去做吧.
( peisin, i dunno how to do this, so can you bring home to do it?)

佩欣，　我的英文不好, 你的英文最好。　你就帮我们做吧。不然的话全会错，没分数！！
(peisin, my english is not good. So do the part for us. Or else it will be all wrong and no marks awarded)





i'm reaching my limit. if it's reached. i'll just not do the work. i won't bother anymore. at most we fail together. I DON"T CARE ANTMORE!!!