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a d d i c t i v e.
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart. And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you. But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down. Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive. We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.

Thursday, February 19, 2009 3:40 pm

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i almost died yesterday..

choked on a fishbone and couldn't get it out for as long as an hour.

put my finger down my throat to find the bone.

almost vomited at several times..

Then my sis suggested that i should go and swallow rice balls.

Did so and the bone is still there..

Then my mum suggested that i should swallow bread

SWALLOWED TWO AND ITS STILL THERE!!

Then my sis asked me to go drink vinegar.

Decided not to trust her.

So i continued diggiong for the bones.

My mum offered her help to use twisers to get the bone out from the throat.

My dad even helped to look for touchlight so that my mum can see the bone.

But... My mum has lao hua yen.. so i didn't accept her help..

continued digging...

almost vomited...

super tired... then rested..

At some period of time, i thought the bone has gone down... but it was just my imagination.

Got so tired that i went into the room to find my sis for help...

cause i trusted her eyesight more than my mum's..

She was watching her korean drama serials..

and i told her.."姐姐。。我要死了。。 got fish bones in my throat..."

she looked at me coldly... "你很吵leh... 我在看戏。。去死啦，去死啦。。。"

... SPEECHLESS...

so i went out of the room and went into the bathroom.

There, through the mirror... i saw the bone...

It was actually quite easy to "kiap" out..

But my fat and short fingers couldn't reach that part of the throat.

So i went to wash the twisers and tried getting it out..

but when the hand went into the mouth... It blocked the light and i couldn't see the bone..

so fed-up after several tries and it was really uncomfortable...

i went to sought my sister's help again...

"我真的要死liao..."

Finally, she decided to help me...

But she claimed that the twisers wern't long enough to reach the bone..

SO..

I asked her to take the touchlight for me... and i did the ''operation'' myself on myself..

finally out after some tries...

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